Friday, September 10, 2010

Bottom Of The Heart

Don't talk anymore my love
Just look at me
and you will understand
how I feel.
Look deep in my eyes
and you'll see your name,
my soul's broken mirror.
I love you more than you believe,
like you are my life,
my other half,
my subconscious guardian angel.
Look around you,
has anyone loved you more than I do?
Never cry my love
cause you'll make me bleed.
Always be happy
cause your smile is a source of life for me.
I breathe when you breathe.
But forgive me
for what I say.
I know you feel nothing.
For you I'm just a silly game
that you played with once
and now you hate
even to look at.
I'm sorry for my feelings
I know they drown you,
they don't set you free.
Come and tell me you hate me
that there's no other chance,
no fake hope.
Don't show me, but tell me.
And then I will leave
I swear I will leave you,
my endless pain.
It's not your fault,
I can't blame you
it's me who loves you.
Tell me your truth
and you'll never see your name in my eyes again,
cause I'll keep our past and my love
in the bottom of my heart
and I'll be gone...

A Broken Heart

How do I mend a broken heart?
My entire world has fallen apart.
How do I find hope in a brand new day,
when the one I love has gone away?
My mind overflows with memories of you,
of all that we've shared, all that we knew.
I long for your touch and your warm embrace,
the look in your eyes, the smile on your face.
My dreams are filled with your kiss,
I wake and cry for all that I miss.
How do I mend a broken heart,
when my one true love and I are apart?
My heart knows to love only you, it won't let go, what do I do?
Our moments together were precious and few,
but I cherished them all more than you knew.
I love you my angel and always will,
I loved you then and I love you still.

Teach me to let go


Teach me to stop caring
When I think of what  we  were
Teach me to stop crying
When I see you there with him

Show me how to live again
When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact
That we're not meant to be

Tell me that I'll be alright
And my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side
To hold my hand each day

Let these teardrops wash away
Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did
For you've forgotten me so fast

I already miss you


Looking back on everything,
I still remember her smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for a while.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love her so.
A part of me needs her so much,
Can't seem to let her go.

Knowing I won't be able to see her,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

She was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without her,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see her one last time,
I'm terrified of what she may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see her one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When she tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

Nothing Gonna Change My Love.......

'If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
The world my change my whole life through but
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star I'll be there for you If you should need me
You don't have to change a thing I love you just the way you are
Soe with me and share the view I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, Touch me now I don't want to leave without u
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
The world my change my whole life through but
Nothing's gonna change my love for you'


To me..
i like this song...
it is also meaningless to me...
Coz nothing will change my love to the person but the person will never know it...
never....
Maybe someone will think tat i am a nincompoop..
waiting a person who will not even look a me..
but they dun know one thing..
tat is the power of love..
Love maybe blind..
But it will never be black..

Friday, July 2, 2010

到底怎么了.......

我们到底怎么了?
我真的累了....
天天看到你....
我感觉不到以前的开心...
反而失落多过兴奋...

我也发觉到你有很多很多东西..
我一点都不懂...
你身边的朋友却很了解..
我觉得我越来越不了解你..
你离我越来越远..

Saturday, June 26, 2010

天空...

今天的天空都是阴沉沉的...
正代表着我的心情...
也是阴沉沉...
今天我又被他骗了...
他跟我讲的事情和跟别人说的都不一样...
他把我当成了白痴...
当成了笨蛋...
当我从他朋友那里知道了后...
我的心就像一片玻璃..
被人狠狠的往地上扔..
碎了....

Friday, June 4, 2010

感觉...

今晚有一种非常奇怪的感觉..
被忽略?
被冷漠?
被欺骗?
全部都有...
使到我很烦...
烦到想自杀...
自杀就可以一了白了..
不用烦恼了...
T.T

Saturday, May 29, 2010

朋友,人生.......

今天还蛮愉快的...
早上真的看到蝴蝶了...
这让我进入深思中.....
〖LOADING】

晚上....
跟朋友一起出去走走...
还幔愉快的......
他们给了我很大的希望...
所以我决定把事情忘光光.....
开始新的生活....
可是有一件事我不会忘记的...
那就是我的使命.......
对他的使命.....

等待...

早上9点才爬起来,
带着希望发了第一封简讯给他...
可是迟迟没有回复...
可能在忙吧..
也有可能他不想回我吧...
有很多种可能...
可是我不想猜测...
因为这种猜测是很累的..

希望......

凌晨12点51分
我突然想到.....
现在是假期.....
我应该高兴才对...
所以我告诉自己...
我们还是可以做好朋友的....
世界上最要好的朋友...
虽然说我放不下他...
〖回忆中】
现在我把守护他..
和我的生命画上了等号..
我会守护着他直到我变成了灰烬...
这就是我最大的希望了..
〖LOADING】
嗯..
我觉得我明天会看到蝴蝶..
因为我一直都相信蝴蝶是象征着希望...

没那么简单..


凌晨12点15分

又是一个失眠的夜晚...

听着黄小琥的 “没那么简单”

里面的歌词....

又让我的心在滴血...

逐渐的他又出现在我的脑海里...

不知道为什么我无时无刻都在想着他...

可能我还放不下吧...

Friday, May 28, 2010

爱,它死了....

27和28号
应该是我最痛苦的两天吧...
这两天我想了很多东西......
也许放手对我们都是对的吧...
我会让他往更幸福的地方走去...
而我自己却会默默的守护着他...
一辈子....

〖哭泣中】

我是爱情死神
可是死神也有那么一刻会从黑暗走出来
让自己变成白色的
为了他
我,死神将会永远是白色的
永远守护着他
无怨无悔